I watched a movie that triggered me badly. I told myself, “it’s just a movie”. But decided to do a set about it anyway.
(Got P’vore to work.)
Haven’t been around much; I’ve been working on some really hard stuff lately. I ride a roller coaster between believing the stuff happened and saying I’m making it all up. It’s a familiar cycle. But I keep chugging away, never missing a therapy appointment. Doing some stuff on Polyvore. That helps. Maybe I’ll post a set here.
Sheesh. WordPress doesn’t let me insert the Polyvore html code.
Disciple escaped from the dark side and is now a warrior of the light. The scars on his back are from where the chains were keeping him captive by the enemy. He is now a warrior for Jesus!
I have been stuck. Royally stuck. So stuck that for the past few months I’ve felt really normal. Whatever normal is. What I mean by that is that I don’t seem to be switching much. I’m not having any flashbacks. I’m not having bad anxiety. I’m not particularly depressed.
Do we all like this so much that we’re unwilling to go deeper? I don’t know.
I actually don’t like being in this place. I feel like my healing is at a standstill. I need to talk to my therapist about this.
And for some reason WordPress isn’t letting me insert the code for text color. Wow, when I preview the post it shows up but then goes away.
I just checked the Social Security Death Index, and am 98% sure that the man who abused me for over five years when I was a teenager has died.
Now he has to face God for what he did to me.
He didn’t destroy me, no matter how hard he tried. And I won! Praise God, I won!
I did this set on Polyvore recently. On the one hand, our family looked so normal. On the other…
(Sorry I canʻt make it bigger.)
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