daredroofinn

Haven’t been around much; I’ve been working on some really hard stuff lately. I ride a roller coaster between believing the stuff happened and saying I’m making it all up. It’s a familiar cycle. But I keep chugging away, never missing a therapy appointment. Doing some stuff on Polyvore. That helps. Maybe I’ll post a set here.

Sheesh. WordPress doesn’t let me insert the Polyvore html code.

Disciple, The Warrior

labyrinthsmaze — Sat, 09 Apr 2011 03:39:05 +0000

Disciple escaped from the dark side and is now a warrior of the light. The scars on his back are from where the chains were keeping him captive by the enemy. He is now a warrior for Jesus!

labyrinthsmaze — Thu, 07 Apr 2011 05:09:12 +0000

I have been stuck. Royally stuck. So stuck that for the past few months I’ve felt really normal. Whatever normal is. What I mean by that is that I don’t seem to be switching much. I’m not having any flashbacks. I’m not having bad anxiety. I’m not particularly depressed.

Do we all like this so much that we’re unwilling to go deeper? I don’t know.

I actually don’t like being in this place. I feel like my healing is at a standstill. I need to talk to my therapist about this.

And for some reason WordPress isn’t letting me insert the code for text color. Wow, when I preview the post it shows up but then goes away.

Time’s Up. And I Won.

labyrinthsmaze — Tue, 15 Feb 2011 04:27:49 +0000

I just checked the Social Security Death Index, and am 98% sure that the man who abused me for over five years when I was a teenager has died.

Now he has to face God for what he did to me.

He didn’t destroy me, no matter how hard he tried. And I won! Praise God, I won!

Will The Real World Please Stand Up?

labyrinthsmaze — Sun, 13 Feb 2011 21:22:07 +0000

I did this set on Polyvore recently. On the one hand, our family looked so normal. On the other…

(Sorry I canʻt make it bigger.)

Decision Made

labyrinthsmaze — Sun, 13 Feb 2011 20:31:46 +0000

I’m sticking with WordPress. Got totally fed up with the Blogger/Google blending accounts.

I figured it out

labyrinthsmaze — Sun, 13 Feb 2011 17:59:06 +0000

I think there must be a Google/Blogger connection. Because if I log in with my blogger password, it knocks me out of Gmail. Do I want to put up with that? If I stay here, then I don’t have to worry about it. Decisions, decisions.